Confession: I wear my “fat” pants…
….because I am too scared to try on my smaller pants.
These are the pants that fit me snuggly at my highest, 270. Currently these pants are so loose that I have then rigged with safety pins and walk with my hand on my hip to keep them from falling off.
My smaller pants are 2 sizes smaller and fit me loosely when I was 8 pounds less than I am now. So I SHOULD be able to easily fit into them now, but I am too chicken to try.
I sound like a crazy person but I don’t want to risk them not fitting.
I’ve even had people tell me that my pants are swallowing me, but I just ignore it.
Yep…I’ve got pants issues. lol
Confession.
I just realized that I have not been to the gym in 5 days. Wow. That is BAD! I normally go 6-7 days a week and sometimes twice a day. I guess my trip to Tallahassee really screwed up my streak.
Every day I have been wanting to go to the gym soooo bad! At least the desire to go has not died. I can’t wait to get to the gym tomorrow. Since I do not have to babysit tomorrow, I think I may try and spend most of the day at the gym. Crazy? Maybe. But I have done it before with no problem and I really am craving it.
I really have been good with my eating even though I have been slacking with working out. I only had one bad meal while in Tallahassee and have tracked and kept within my range of calories. I really only went over one day and it was only minimal (about 300 calories).
Tomorrow it will be back to my normal daily workouts and I will continue to eat well. I am looking to finish 2010 off strong! :)
Confession.
I have only eaten out at a restaurant ONCE in over a month! Holy cow that is like amazing for me. I haven’t been trying to not eat out…but I just haven’t really wanted to. Weird. Things sure have changed over the last few months! I used to eat out at restaurants with friends all the time! I guess now that I am out of college it is easier to cook at home and not be influenced by friends and roommates to eat out. I also find it stressful to go out to eat and stay under my calories, so I’d rather just stay at home and cook a healthy/filling meal instead.
Here is my confession: Tonight my mom wants to go to California Pizza Kitchen for dinner, so in order to not go over in calories I totally just spent almost 3 hours at the gym to burn a ton of calories. I also plan on just eating about 400-500 calories before dinner. I’m not going to let it cause me to go over in calories today, but I totally plan on enjoying half of the thin crust veggie pizza and all of it’s 500/600 calorie gloriousness! :)
